Sister Madeline Bleak

Sister Madeline Bleak

Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Apr. 4, 2017 "Come as you are but don't plan on staying as you are"

Come as You are but don’t plan on staying as you are

Happy Tuesday!! 

I hope you all were able to have an AMAZING conference week, and that you were able to receive answers to your prayers as you listened to the Prophet and Apostles, I know I sure did! 

This week was a blur..... lots of people came into the Jail so there were constant spirit filled tours!, lots of people to see and lessons to teach, and miracles!! But I better just skip to the best part..

General Conference was soo amazing! 
Saturday morning we planned to watch with our investigator Micah and his wife Chrisma. We even went over early and made crepes with them!! We were so excited to watch with Micah because he basically is really skeptical of the whole "God" thing. He didnt grow up religious, and never truly bought into the whole idea of diety. Chrisma on the other hand has such a strong testimony and is a convert of the church. We promised Micah as he watched conference, he would receive answers to his questions he had, and that he would come to know God as he listened to the speakers. He seemed to really enjoy it and was excited to watch more!! 

Between sessions, we were able to stop by a few people, mainly our friend Frank -dont know if I mentioned Frank last week, but he is a very kind old man who lives in a nursing home and is dating a member. He has been investigating the church for a long time (3 years) and is actually on date for baptism! However, that date for baptism is January 8, 2018. Elvis's birthday. Yep, in a year. Good old Frank. - so we stopped by so we could make sure he was coming to watch conference with us the next day. He was pretty weary of it, because his girlfriend wouldnt be with him, but we showed him the new #PRINCEofPEACE Video. And he was so touched!!!  (If you haven't seen the new video, you NEED to check it out!!) By the end his heart had softened and he said okay, yeah maybe ill see you tomorrow for conference. 

For the afternoon session on saturday, we were going to watch it with another one of our investigators, Laura, at a member's house. Laura had to cancel, but asked if she could join us for the sunday afternoon session instead. So we went anyway to the Magnussons and it was so fun! The Magnussons are the CUTEST little family!! Sister Magnusson is the primary president and she is the sweetest. They have 3 cute kids all under the age of 6. Every year for conference, Sister Magnusson puts up this make-shift tent over their couch and tv to be like King Benjamin in the Book of Mormon (who faced their tents to the prophet as they listened to him) So cute!! They also gave us our own little baggies of the special conference mix... (we could have a marshmellow for everytime they said faith, and a chocolate chip for everytime one of them mentioned the atonement.. etc. :) 

Saturday night, we had dinner at a members house and then went to go track down a part member family. 
Also quick side note - to my delight, Liberty 1st ward actually covers some countryside!!! So we get to drive a little bit out into the boons to see some people and I love it :) Its like the perfect mix of civilization and beautiful green rolling hills of Missouri. And especially this time of year with all the rain and going into springtime, its GORGEOUS!! Reminds me of New Zealand countryside. -- 
ANYWAY so we actually drove almost out by my old area, to Excelsior Springs and met the Penningtons! Sister Pennington and her two kids grew up in Utah and have been members of the church, but 4 years ago, she married Brad, who isnt a member. In the past, he had been pressured a little too much by missionaries and so he backed off. So we wanted to just go and be friends with them. So we got to know Brad and quickly learned of this crazy bear story he has. (The story goes along with the two stuffed black bears in his house) Basically to summarize, he was in the middle of a male black bear trying to court this momma bear who was protecting her cubs. He shot the male, and then after a few hours the momma finally left him alone, after her cubs had all pooped and peed on his head. Epic story. 
Haha, but we are going back with the elders on Saturday hopefully to do some service and help around their farm! 

Sunday was AMAZING!! We watched the sunday morning session with Sister Edwards and her father and our recent convert Patricia was supposed to come, but didnt make it :( But Sister Edwards is so awesome. She is a single spunky mom and I love her. Also they had great food. After, we rushed over to be on shift for a little before heading to the Macdonalds for the afternoon session. The Macdonalds are an awesome family and Ill probably talk about them a lot because Bro and Sis Macdonald are ward missionaries and theyre just the best. So laura was able to come to that session with us, and listened as Elder Coaquin talked about his Joaquin story, and his investigation with the church. And I was just like YES YES YES. She took notes the whole time and said she really loved everything that was said about the Holy Ghost. So spiritual!! We ate dinner with them afterwards and then headed over to the Burch's. 

Brother Burch and his wife are converts and they really love missionaries and asked if we could come over so we thought we would go over and share a quick message and then go meet up with our Bishop (who had just texted us and asked if we could meet) 
But when we got to there, Brother Burch answers the door and hes like, are you ready to teach a first lesson? And I mean as missionaries we are always ready, so I said of course! But mostly thought he was joking because thats how he is. HOWEVER,
The Millers (another active family) was over playing games along with their son Brett and his girlfriend Arielle! They said Arielle had actually been wanting to learn more from missionaries so it was PERFECT!! We all gathered in their living room to have a lesson. (We literally had no plan, so we just trusted in the spirit .. and it was AMAZING!!) We started by showing the #PRINCEofPEACE video, followed by the video on the principle of peace, Faith. Arielle was so touched by it and just opened up to us about losing her Dad a year ago. 
She had struggled to find peace and hope, and the only thing that got her through was Brett (whos a return missionary) and his family. She had attended church with him and felt such peace there and wanted to feel more of it! And HOLY COW the spirit was so strong the whole time. It was literally just swirling around us the whole time. Brother Miller and Sister Burch also shared about how they lost their parents at a young age, but how it was the gospel that got them through. We testified of Jesus Christ and His role in our lives, and the true blessings of the Restored gospel, and Sister Udall, feeling the spirit and the same prompting as I, invited her to be baptized!... and she said yes!!!! We are praying about a date and going to set one the next time we come. It was such a miracle lesson!!! 

All in all, it was a phenomenal week!!! 
And the spirit taught me so much.
So many times not just in conference, but all leading up to it, there was such an emphasis of true discipleship. Whether that was in district meeting, in our Thursday Jail trainings, or in my personal studies. 
I had a lot of questions about how I could more fully consecrate myself and do the Lord's will. 
Sister Peterson, the Visitor Center director's wife, gave a training about giving up all the extra "stuff" we carry around. To be fully consecrated, true disciples of Christ, we need to be willing to change. We need to accept our weaknesses, and give up the pieces of ourselves that are keeping us from grabbing hold of the iron rod with both hands. Steadfastly pressing forward. 
I have a lot I still need to work on and improve upon, but I found such hope and strength in Christ, and felt such love from my Father in Heaven, as I was able to write multiple answers to the many questions I had. 
I am especially grateful for the prophets and seers who lead our church. They are so inspired!!! 
I loved so many talks, but I would have to say that Elder Holland, Elder Rasband, Nelson, and Ballard were all my favorite. I loved what Elder Holland spoke about how we each have a part to sing in the Choir. 
Sometimes Satan will have us believe that we need to have a voice like everyone else's. That individuality isn't divine. It is sometimes hard to go to a new area, because you don't always feel a part of the ward right off the bat, or the members still miss the old missionary, and so you can feel a little out of place. I was able to find a lot of comfort and peace knowing that I could be as Mary and just trust God and not demand specifics. I trust that He puts me where Im supposed to be, and put the people that I need to help in my path. Sometimes you cant see why, or how immediately, but that knowledge always comes. 

I love my Savior. He is my best friend. It is such a privaledge to listen to the Prophet's words as he cried out in prayer to Heavenly Father in the Liberty Jail. I know that no matter what, we are NEVER alone. 
I am grateful for the Restoration, and for the examples of the past and the counsel of leaders. 
The church is true friends! Never doubt that.

Love you all!! 
Set goals for what you want to work on after conference and trust that God will help you!
Make this week amazing! 

Sister Bleak 


Pics:
1. & 2. This week on the district
3. Sister Dawson surprised us at the jail! lol it's sister Udall and
both her moms :)
4. Micah and chrisma and crepes!
5. The magnussons!
6. Update on my arm lol
7. RAIN RAIN RAIN
8. lol April fools pranking. - stormed into the other sisters room and
started screaming and gave sister Anderson a heart attack.
In retaliation they hid all of our food.

Also we are headed to the temple today so more pics to come!! 🤗✨

Temple today!!!
I am sooo grateful for the ability to go to a place where I can feel
so close to my Father in Heaven and find such peace.














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